*blink*

I just paid the OFC an obscene amount of money.

And suddenly, I'm feeling really emotional. And kind of like someone's just kicked me in the stomach.

Jesus. That's a lot of money to disappear from my account all at once. I mean, that's why it was there - to spend on this. It's not like I had it earmarked for something else, or that this came as a total surprise.

But holy shit. I have a total headache now.